Trying so hard?

You try to call, no answer. You text but all you get is ‘am busy’. You stay silent but it becomes hard when they don’t even bother to communicate with you. You start thinking maybe they forgot you or maybe they just don’t feel the same anymore. You spend time and energy debating whether to call or not and you end up calling but no answer. You decide to break it off, stay strong for a year then out of the blue you hear that ‘incoming text ‘ notification. Now that’s unfair, like you have tried your best all year just when you were finally moving on, they come back telling you those sweet lies you have been waiting all year to hear. Now at this point, it’s back to square one. 

Now I have come to ask myself, ‘Kuda why are you trying so hard?’. Clearly, you are becoming more of a nuisance and sorry to break it to you but don’t you think the love is not there anymore? I mean like if they truly cared, you wouldn’t be having this emotional pain in your life. You know deep down your heart can’t take it, your head is even worse, getting them migraines over someone who is living their life as if you don’t exist. The funny part is you are totally whipped that am tired of talking sense to you. Girl, it’s time you finally wake up from your fantasy and face reality…

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